Hi Trehane
We are very much in a similar boat...... This is the first time I've actually sat and thought this through without anybody else's input, so if it seems as if I'm 'dumping' on you, I apologise now.....
After 20 odd years of humming and ahing, OH and I finally bought our house in France last year, with a view to moving over at some point in the future & with the intention of converting the maison into a b&b and the grange into 2 gites, without setting a date but before we get too old. We had enough money saved after the purchase to be able to make it habitable to a standard we could live in (to be fair, it only needed a shower installing, the decorating being aesthetic), install/replace skylights in the roof, make sure the boiler was up to standard & working, upgrade the electrics and install a wood burner & kitchen. This was all to take place during any time we could spend at the house this year.
Then within a month of completing the purchase I was made (and as I thought at the time, unfairly) redundant from a job I thoroughly enjoyed, so I was able to spend some quality time last year (with our dog for company) getting some of these jobs completed. OH stayed in the UK as he had work, but came over as often as he could. In November I reluctantly went back to the UK. We then returned to spend a lovely time at Christmas, but because I had an employment tribunal looming, could not stay on. We agreed I could take 'a year out'....... but if a job came along......
We both still have our mothers, mine very demanding, having severe dementia and is now in a residential home but is only 72 with not a penny to rub together, and I won't/can't leave my sister to do everything for her although she is fully aware of our intention to jump asap. OH's Mum is 83 and still going great guns, and God willing, after her holiday to the US next month we hope to show her where her money's going to be spent, which she's looking forward to seeing, I hasten to add! Her money being the inheritance we will receive on her demise that could fund the project eventually....
We also have quite a large family, four children, 8 grandchildren to date and news only last week that there will be an addition in November! One of them hasn't even produced yet! They all have passports though, so they know they can come over any time when and if we settle.
We both have social commitments, but apart from a course OH is on, nothing that could not be passed on with planning.
So we have been quite prepared to delay everything until a suitable date in the future (is there ever one)?
Then 3 weeks ago, out of the blue, OH was told his job was redundant and he finished work last week.
This has made us re-think our whole future. We have the opportunity to go now, but can we? My claim for unfair dismissal was fruitless, which has upset me, but I'm glad it's out of the way and from this, we CAN move on. I actually had a full night's sleep last night for the first time in ages.
OH had a 'handshake', but it's not enough to fund the whole project. We haven't got enough money to do the total re-vamp of the property in order for it to pay for itself straight away, and in any case, as the works could take as long as 6-12 months depending on who/how we do it, we've also got to live during that time. We know we could sell our house and use the equity to fund the renovation, but would it be enough? How long could it be on the market for? It's a big house, and bigger houses don't sell as quickly...... We want OH's Mum to live forever and know that won't happen, but...... We don't want my Mum to live forever, obviously, but how long's a piece of string as they say... However, our youngest son & his wife have come up with a plan so that we will have a base with them, therefore we don't have to look to buy or rent anything when we evetually sell the UK house.
And we always said that if a suitable job didn't come along for me, then we continue with the plan. But it looks like there could be one looming. Do I take it if offered, or decline and go against everything we've agreed and probably cause discord between the two of us? OH can now look for short term 3-6 month contracts with breaks inbetween where he could spend that time in France, so it could be that our planned roles will be reversed. I'm not happy with that, but....
Do we go now as everyone expects us to, as this seems to be the opportune time, neither of us having jobs at the moment? Maybe we should bite the bullet and give a deadline for all our personal commitments with a view to setting a firm date......
Are we that brave?????????