Hi Emily
A lot has been said since I first replied to this thread, a lot of advice has been given and you've come forward with a much darker picture than first given. Unfortunately I haven't had the time to keep up with everything that's been said and I've only got a minute or two to write this before dashing off again but I feel I really must say a few things:
Firstly, and as is pretty much always the case, I'm 100% behind Brian and what he says given the additional info you've given about the situation - a situation that is a long long way off just cultural differences and we're now in the realms of abuse and you feeling really shitty as a result - THE SITUATION IS NOT YOUR FAULT, HE IS THE PROBLEM NOT YOU!
Secondly to go back to the whole cultural thing, this isn't that at all, I'm the one in my household who would like things better organised, cleaner, more pragmatic and logical (just me after too much military type training and always seeking efficiency in business/production/life in general) The French can be very laid back in deed and ready to try new things, there are some open minded people out there, even in St Brieuc, I met some 10 years ago, and on that subject there's a mixed nationality couple in St Brieuc - he's an architect and English, she's an english teacher and french - wonderful open people and if you want I'll go through old docs, contacts etc and try and find their contact details. All of this to say yes France isn't the UK, yes it's different but the situation you're in seems far more down to your husband than France. I'm sure that if he was supportive and "normal" then you'd feel so much better and positive and the rest would fall in to place.
As for listening to family - "you chose your friends but get lumbered with family" - they often advise you for what's best and easiest for them, they don't want to have to explain to their friends that their daughter has left her surgeon husband..." I've been there and seen it, my mother took years coming to terms with the fact that I was no longer an officer in the royal navy but had gone back to being a blacksmith!!! all the "advice" she had tried to gove me was for her own self esteem, not mine and it's the same with relationships - I'm divorced too and she was dead against that. Most parents end up barking mad as far as advice is concerned, particularly those who have been sheltered from reality for years/not worked and still think England has an empire...!
That's my take on it, please think seriously about what Brian and many other (life's not a rehersal etc) have said. My label "integrated outsider" doesn't bother me at all, in fact it's fun and makes me rather special, in a group of 100 cyclist no one knows everyone else but everyone knows my name and who I am - it can make you feel like a star rather than an outsider.
Really must go now
Courage, gros bisous et à +